i need someone. someone that i can tell him or her anything and everything. although my good friends know what is going on but it is not the whole story. i hide some stuff from you. some stuff that i can’t say it out. some random thoughts just came to me. when i saw my cousin start dating with a guy. we use to be so close. chit chat with each other every weekend at my grandma’s house. than because of some issue. we will so called separated. we still have common topic to talk about when we see each other. but today after she started dating for a month i then know that she is dating. and i got to know it through the FB. see.. this is how far we are apart now. from this issue it link back to YOU. it seems that i have not seen you for a few weeks or maybe a month. texted you lesser and lesser now.. you message from you first. it makes me afraid to use my phone now. it is like a useless phone.. i miss the time when you call me when i am asleep to ask me little things. and every morning and night text me those morning and goodnight messages. i miss every moment we spend together. please do not just leave me like that. i miss you.. i really do. but do you miss me?
