Once 1.2 starts this coming Monday. No more computer and tv for me. I really need to study hard. It is not easy to get good gpa but I am going to try. Hope that I will be motivated to study. I can tell no one cause I’m afraid that history will repeat itself again. I don’t want people to feel that I am a emo kid but people do have low points. Why that person can understand her but not me. You make a big impact in my life. Cause of you I am afraid I will lose more friends that I use to tell them what’s in my heart. Now I got no one to talk to about what’s in my heart. My heart is hurting. I am very disappointed.
