Wanna get back to secondary school life. I feel so much better there. Cause that’s a place which I know there are people out there that care for me. I dream about something. How I wish that can really happen. I want to hang out with you all very badly. I miss all of you. I miss those advise, teaching, teasing, chatting and playing. :( As I get older I really become more childish cause in many people mind I am a young matured girl that is independent and can be trusted on every task that is given to her. I don’t want this impression. I want care and concern. Maybe that’s the reason why I became more childish. It must be the reason. I really wanted to do all those silly stuff to get everyone’s attention but I started thinking, and I did some silly stuff but didn’t tell you. Cause I don’t want to add on to all your trouble. But deep in my heart i am still one lonely girl that want someone to know that I need people to care about me and want people to notice me. I just need you to be there for me till one day I can let go off you and there is someone else that I think can take over you.
