December 2010
1 post
If you think I am scared of losing than I think you’re more afraid of losing cause I don’t think what I’m doing is cause I’m scared of losing. I’ve been taught that practice makes prefect. If you don’t understand a thing just keep on trying out and you will get the hang of it. Hmmm.. Finally have 看开了。
November 2010
2 posts
It’s not that I’m bad or what. But it’s $$$ Eh. It’s not a small sum of money. It is quite a big sum leh. Feel bad for asking you all this that but hey if you is me you will also do the same right. Please forgive me I’m not gonna do this again.
October 2010
1 post
Once 1.2 starts this coming Monday. No more computer and tv for me. I really need to study hard. It is not easy to get good gpa but I am going to try. Hope that I will be motivated to study. I can tell no one cause I’m afraid that history will repeat itself again. I don’t want people to feel that I am a emo kid but people do have low points. Why that person can understand her but not...
August 2010
1 post
Past.
Wanna get back to secondary school life. I feel so much better there. Cause that’s a place which I know there are people out there that care for me. I dream about something. How I wish that can really happen. I want to hang out with you all very badly. I miss all of you. I miss those advise, teaching, teasing, chatting and playing. :( As I get older I really become more childish cause in...
July 2010
1 post
Life..
As i was checking for my schedule of my modules i realise that i am 2 and a half month old in my new school. Hmm.. Life in poly have been okay so far cause i have met some awesome friend all of them are from my class. They have been very nice. But i was told that poly friends are not a true friend. But so far so good. Class test have keep popping by to greet me. It is very different from secondary...
June 2010
4 posts
你伤心时他还是不能和你一起伤心。。。 他不是你要的但是他还是会陪你的。。。 你可能不知道他一直都要你开心。。。 他没说出口但他是想要跟你说却不能。。。 他伤心时一直都装没有事但他心时在哭得。。。 没有你时他认为活在世上没意思了。。。 他一直想跟你说一句话那就是。。。 我爱你♥
nice right? my friend typed this.. it is the feeling i am going through now..
heres one more…
为什么你这么狠心？？ 我是不是做错什么？？ 为何你不要理我呢？？ 如果是我的错你就说可以吗？？ 我真的很想你。。。 如果我真的做错了，那我就在这说三个字给你 对不起
你为什么一天一天的弄我伤心 我不懂我可以如何让你开心… 我知道你很伤心但是我要你知道当你伤心时有人会比你更伤心的… 他不能让你开心所以他就只能在一旁偷偷的帮你… 他不想要你伤心他也知道他很没用因为他不能让你开心… 他的心很痛…他每次看到你伤心时他的心是在哭… 他不会让你看到他很伤心所以他就让你看到他是开心的… 不知道你为什么伤心但是 他会借给你他的肩膀如果你要哭。。。 他会听你讲的每一句话。。。 你需要人陪你他已定会陪你的。。。 你所要的爱他不会给你是因为他不懂你要的爱是怎样的
so true.. it’s not type by me. can i forward it to you?
i wonder. if i gone missing one day who will notice.. my family of course. but what about my friends. maybe there will be a few. but will you notice. i really need and want you to be by my side. i see my friends have sisters, i am super jealous of them. cause they can have someone to talk to when they are in some types of trouble. can share secret with one another. can share stuffs. can go out...
i need someone.
someone that i can tell him or her anything and everything.
although my good friends know what is going on but it is not the whole story.
i hide some stuff from you.
some stuff that i can’t say it out.
some random thoughts just came to me.
when i saw my cousin start dating with a guy.
we use to be so close.
chit chat with each other every weekend at my grandma’s...
May 2010
1 post
I am so dumb to be doing silly things again and again. Tell me who in the world will be like me to being doing something that is super silly not once, twice but many countless times. Tell me I am dumb and I will tell you, yes I am dumb. Super dumb. I don’t know why I am doing this but I just wanna let you know. I did all this cause I don’t want to let it go. I don’t want to let...
April 2010
1 post
one month..
It’s been a month since i last saw you. I miss you like mad. I want to see your face and not look at the picture in my phone. I think you’re the only one that can help me to overcome this thing. I am really very scared. You used to be able to know how i am feeling although i never tell you anything. But now? Can you feel that i am still very scared???? I have known you for how long? 3...
March 2010
5 posts
Never will be like that.
I will never be live you. Having so much concern from everyone. I am not asking for a lot I am just asking for your concern. Cause I believe that if one day I am going through what you is going through I will never get as much concern as you. You kept saying that I am very stupid. It is because that I never tell you the truth. Because I cannot treat you like how I treat that person. Cause I just...
Nothing..
There’s nothing i can do to have you back. I am slowly forgetting you. Cause you have been ignoring me forever. I am getting use to it already. But i still can’t accept the fact. I am thinking about everything you say, you do in the night. I teared when i could not take it anymore. But so what? You still is ignoring me. You didn’t want to even say a sentense, a word. I just got a...
The regained trust and promise?
I didn’t know my actions can scares a person off from me.
Like what i say i just want to know what’s the reason.
So after i know the reason, i will not bug you anymore.
You ask me don’t like that.
And i told you the reason why.
I somehow still have you as a friend.
But you do know that you is more scary than me?
You change so fast.
One momment you’re very close...
Trust & Promise.
Trust is just a feeling.
Promise is nothing.
Cause both is meant to be broken.
You told me that being nice and good to you, scares you off.
I am sorry if that scares you off.
But being nice and good to someone is not wrong.
I told you i just want to know the reason.
So after i know the reason i will not bug you anymore.
You will still be my friend if you want to.
I will still talk to you...
the broken trust.
when you were away, you told me you will call me everyday.
yes, did call me on the first day.
but i am the one who is silly enough to call you everyday cause i am afraid that your phone bill will be expensive. i dont mind spending $100 just to call you everyday.
but when i am away, i told you i cant call you everyday.
but you say it’s alright you will call me everyday.
so i on my phone...
January 2010
10 posts
白痴
wo de 白痴 is who? hmmmm… 白痴 is someone that almost everyone dont know cause my 白痴 is someone from my workplace. haha. :) the finding of waiting for someone to reply my message sucks. :( the waiting time sucks. :( i keep staring at my phone and checking if it ring not. i usually on silent when i am at home but now i never switch on to silent mode. cause i am afraid to miss the message. :( i...
If i was a guy and had married a women. I will give her whatever she want within the range that i am able to afford.
I can’t let you be like that. Cause you are nice to me and i got to repay your kindness. I don’t like people being too formal with me. I help you , you don’t have to keep saying thank you to me cause i just don’t like it. If you help me, sorry i don’t...
The last few moments.
Hmm… Many of my friends are still up at this time cause we can’t get into sleep. But actually i am not because of that, it is just my habit to sleep so late. Just flip through my report book and the stuff i got on my graduation day. Images appear in my mind. It brings back my memorise in school. I am sure i am going to miss every thing that once happened in school. Happiness or...
YAY...
Yay. I got a job at the airport. Hehe. Will be able to buy stuffs that i want on my pay day. :D Hehe. I smell money. :D Monday is results day. Haha. I want to party tomorrow? :D
Primary School Vs Secondary School
Hmmm.. When you is in Primary School, whenever your friends ask you out for a movie, you got to plan before hand so that you will not be too early or late for a movie. But when you is in Secondary School, whenever your friends ask you out for a movie, they will just tell you a time to meet and maybe have a meal before watching a movie. There is no need to check and see at what time will have the...
miss the school, my friends, the teachers, the...
my class
the teachers.
my friends.
LOYANG SECONDARY SCHOOL - my school.
Results out on Monday(11jan).
Hmmm… Results will be out on Monday. Guess it will be the last time wearing my Secondary school uniform already. Plan to party on Sunday and be in school by 1.30pm. Gonna buy Bubbletea to school and slack at the foyer. Like how my friends and i did last year. :D Hehe. Having been visiting ploys today and will be visiting another one tomorrow. :)
Results on the 12.
Heard that the results will be out on the 12. It is like 9 more days only? It sure is a scary news to every 2009 batch’s sec4 and sec5. And it is time for me to reflect what i have did last year? Hmmmm. Last year, spend the first part of the year slacking my way through exams and manage to get through it. But when it reaches the mid year i realise i just couldn’t slack my way through...
December 2009
19 posts
I HATE YOU.
I have a idiotic brother. I swear that i will never ever lent him money again. I know too many secrets of his le. I don’t know when will i say/tell everything to my parents. I seriously hate him to the core now. I feel so disgusted when i saw all the photos. He make my New Year sucks like mad. He told my parents only 3 people came but actually there is like 12+ people? What the hell. SMOKE...
New Year Resolutions!
My New Year Resolutions.
1. Hope that i will get the results i wanted for Olevel.
2. Hope that i will get into the school that i want.
3. Hope to still stay in contact with THEM and my friends.
4. Give my very best in my studies and excel in it.
5. Count down for 2011 since i am not able to count down for 2010.
That should be all. When i think of more i will edit this post. :)
Amazed.
WOW WOW WOW. I am amazed about how other people think of me.
Firstly, i don’t think and is sure that i never did or say those stuff that the person mention.
Secondly, i only treat that person as a friend.
Thirdly, i treat all that age group people equally(some is excluded) all never say anything about me and all of them know that i am a person that know clearly what i can do or say and...
currently in cambodia using my dad’s com. my bro brought his com but his com spoil. haha. should have brought mine. hahaha. so i lost US$100+ just in 2 days in the casino. walua. i super sad lah. than my bro won like US$100+. sad. hai. i hope my luck will change soon. hey people give me some luck please.
Tata folks. My lappie is running low so i got to faster type this post. So in a few more hours time i will be leaving for the airport and will be boarding the plane in another few hours time and there am i in Cambodia. Will be there for 8 days, hopefully it will be fun. Bro went out to collect his pay and ask him to get a ball for the dog. :) Yay. Anyway, i will try my best to come online whenever...
Remember during or before Olevels? Cause i am too stress up, you talk to me over the phone. We chatted for quite a while. I really Thank You for that, cause i think without you i might not be abit to jump over that little rock. I will miss you. :) All that you have done for me will be kept deep in my heart. :)
Actually, all of you my special ones. You all have done many things for me. And i...
Gonna be off for 8 days, it starts counting tomorrow. :) Mum is packing the stuff that we are bringing to Cambodia. She pack a luggage full of food? Hahaha. So we are going to bring 3 luggage bags to Cambodia. I am almost done with my hand carry just left my phone and ipod charger. :) So glad that i am not bringing my lappie there cause if not my hand carry will be 2 to 3 times heavier. :)
Yea i know a am making it seems like something BIG. But what does it mean when you accepted every other people’s friend request but not mine? What that means you tell me. You use to be like a close friend of mine but your actions now doesn’t show or tell me that you is a close friend or mine not even a friend. Okay, i am over it le. :)
Ahhhh. Having sore throat now. And i will be...
For most of the people out there will be saying ‘Gosh. My holidays are ending and it’s time for school. Why is the holiday so short?’ I am still having my holidays, it is not to show off but i rather go to school. Like seriously when you is having school, you will wish to have holiday. But when you got a super long holiday you would want to go back to school. it’s ironic...
i want to leave singapore till i am much older.
leave sliently.
so i will wont be so sad.
cause although we still are friends and is in the same country we cant be like the past.
i rather leave now so i have a reason to come back to visit my friends and we will sure be much closer.
hmmm. my birthday is tomorrow but i dont feel like it going to be my birthday. i have not been celebrating my birthday in singapore since i was primary 2? i hope that this year my birthday will be special but i dont think it will be. but i am fine with it. i wish i could celebrate my birthday with a few people but dont think they want to and some is not in singapore. but i do wish that they will...
one by one. my friends are leaving. :( away for long not short.
hurt
we use to chat every single day, but now you treat me as a total stranger.
i dont wish for you to treat me the way you did in the past, i just want you to be friend with me.
there is quite a number of times i wanted to text you, but i am afraid that you will ignore me like how you did after that incident.
if i can turn back time, i will not repeat the mistake i have make.
i apologise to you...
November 2009
6 posts
bold what you have. italize what you want.
beccabites629:
1. A cell phone.
2. A hair straightener.
3. Your own computer.
4. Your own car.
5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci sunglasses.
6. A designer purse.
7. A boyfriend/girlfriend.
8. A curling iron.
9. Every Fall Out Boy CD.
10. Something from American Eagle.
11. Something from Hot Topic.
12. Something from Hollister.
13. Something from...
